I will go back to my home town on 26th, and come back to Beijing about 4th. Now I plan send 20 email per day to the Indonesia people who want to study Chinese, for exchanging Indonesia language study. And get more information resources and build up the basic for personal and company long-term objective. I have send 40 in last 2days, 4 people reply till now. I have 300 hundred in the list. It is enough for me to send before I go back. Yesterday my friend from Guangdong called me. He is my room mate when I study English. Now he is doing international trade, export. From his word I know he is performing well. And have many chances to earn more money, now he is in management level and in charge of the important part of the business. He did this job few months before me. (I did half year already, as same as xiao niao )His English is better than me, he speak fluently Korea, Chinese. I know he studied German and French; he is hard working, trustable and calm. Personally I think he looks handsome and cool. In my mind he has his advantage; in some area he is much better than me. But I have my characters; I think now we are in same level. Surely he found and held a good opportunity, during the working time. He can earn money, and improve knowledge, skill, ability, and feel pleasure and satisfy. Comparably I think my job is good. It provide many chances for me to face and learn, the boss did not require very strict, he give us the space, opportunity, support us to improve, of course his objective is hope us to help him earn money as much and quick as possible. But he make us feel ok, some time feel pleasure or happy. My salary is lower than my friend, but for me I think it is more than what I cost for the company now. Recently I am free; I need to clear my mind and do some preparation in order to clear key points, direct and safe the development process. Generally I need go over the material and resources what I have done in the past half year,( the important things and useful things are not much.) And I need make a simple list and classify the entire step in detail that when I perform my out going task. List all of the point need to pay attention, and what kind of situation I can not afford, how to avoid it. If the business and reality is following our plan, every thing is not difficult. If there is some change, I am not sure whether I can handle well or not. And I can not afford any small mistake now. Usually I will think for several hours in few days until I build up the main content and table in my mind. Recently I do the things in my mind plan and forward the correct direction and situation, but not affective, not appropriate, I feel my mind is messy. Some time out of control sometime is very limited and tired. I need to do some meaningful things. Pay more effort on studying language. ( I feel my mind is clear and strong few period of times. One is I am reading the Lunyu he Daodejing, every day. One is I am listen to the Leng yan jing in the temple. One is a holiday, every day I eat very little and jogging, and do some excess in mind. One is listen to the senior pastor doing speech, but all of these if long till one month, ) Some time I have some predict feeling, for this year, it is “瑞雪履冰,眼冷心清。”自醒时鉴 Happy New Year to every friend here.
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